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Re: Backbeat

Post by Prysmatica » Mon May 14, 2012 12:29 pm

Sometimes I just like to jam out, even if I'm by myself. I set my iPod on random, and whatever comes up, I go with. Today was Outkast. Hey Ya. I mean, most of it is synthesized, thank you wall of sound, but it's a blast to play the main rhythm of. Plus I moved to the drums to shake it like a Polaroid picture. I'm not even sure what that means, but it's mad fun to bang a drum to.

I went back into the house just as my mom was putting in her earrings, getting set to take another flight first out to Chicago, then back over to Germany. She gave me a look when I was playing my mismatched purple and orange drumsticks on the counter, so I slid them in my back pocket, tapping my fingers instead.

"That song will be in my head all the way to Chicago." She teased, singing a few bars as she finally finding the post with the back of her earring. Changing out your naval pierce was way easier, because you could see what you're doing. I’d gotten a ring over the weekend, and another little bar, this one with a bright pink stone. It wasn’t quite dragonfruit, but I still liked it. The ring was pretty cool too. My mom still hasn't found out about it, but at least now I can say “remember when I didn’t guilt trip you about missing parent’s day?” Maybe that would give me some leverage.

"That’s right, the windy city. You can let me know which is better, the Santa Ana winds or Chicagos. Actually, don’t. I already know Santa Ana wins.” She shot me a smirk this time and went about making sure the oven was turned off, coffee pot was unplugged and all that.

"So what are your plans for the week?" She asked, and I shrugged.

"Throw a wild party, wreck the house. Maybe dig a big hole in the yard, fill it with water and call it a pool."

"Shayne Renee Vaughn...."

"Throw in a fire kid, make it a hot tub, do some skinny dipping." I chuckled, and she flicked my ear. "I dug out my wetsuit and a couple of boards. Weather's been nicer, figure I'll do some skimboarding, body surfing, see if Jared or anyone wants to come with."

"See if the local kooks want to get shacked?" She asked in her best valley girl voice. I groaned, and held up a hand.

"Don't talk surf. No one talks surf. " Once again, I was embarrassed for her. She giggled.

I knew exactly where I'd packed all my stuff, so finding it was pretty easy. I pulled out my short short suit, and my long short, just in case it was cold. I wasn't diehard enough for a short long or a steamer - if it was that cold out, I usually just stayed out of the water.

I had two skimboards, one that I picked up at a garage sale, and one that my mom got me for my birthday one year. I had an old surfboard, a wake board, and a couple of boogie boards. None were brand new, but they were all in great condition. I liked to take care of my stuff. Some had stickers and such, but that was more to make them mine than anything. It’s not like you could just up and paint one some hot colors or anything.

Back home, I wasn't a surfer. I surfed, but I mean, you couldn't really call yourself a surfer unless you were hardcore, and I'm not so much hardcore anything. I do what I like doing. Play a little guitar, beat on the drums, catch a few waves, whatever bubbles, bubbles up.

Skimboarding is different than boogie boarding, which is also fun - boogie board you lie on your stomach and ride waves back to shore. Wake boarding, surprise! Also fun - you get dragged behind a boat on a board, usually on your knees or belly. Skimboarding - basically, you run, throw your board down, then hop on and ride it out, skimming across the surface. You could skimboard near anywhere there was water, we used to go down to this field when it flooded now and again even, but I like it best with a little waves thrown in. What you definitely don't want to do is talk surf, because then you sound like my mom when she's trying to be cool.

I didn’t mention Mr. Edgerton’s homework assignment. The less my mom and I talked about all the meta stuff, the better off we were, I figured. We don’t talk about it much, actually. I mean, I guess me being ‘bright’ - that’s just that it’s normal for her too. Sorta like if I wore glasses, we wouldn’t talk about wearing glasses all the time. To be fair, I didn’t so much talk about her being normal either, so I guess I could rationalize it like that. But Mr. Edge was nagging the back of my brain, and I’d figure out something that week.

The cab beeped out in the driveway. I dragged my feet, pulling my mom’s super heavy rolly bag behind me. She picked up her carry-on, then took a deep breath, pausing to give me a hug.

“I’m going to miss you baby girl.” She said, as I one armed hugged her back. “You want a ride back to campus? I can have the cab swing back that way.”

“I’m gonna stick around here for a bit. You signed the permission slips for summer vacation week, just in case, right?”

“They’re filled out and on the kitchen table. There’s money in your account, but here’s an extra 50, please take a cab back to campus? It’ll be dark soon, and I don’t want you running around at night by yourself. Paragon isn’t Santa Ana.” Truth be told, she used to worry a lot if I was out on my bike after dark back in Santa Ana too - the times that she knew about it. I had to chuckle, because I do the whole light thing, which makes ‘the dark’ way less ominous. Still, she’d flip if she knew I patrolled. Seriously flip. But I nodded anyway, I mean... fifty bucks!

I waved from the front door as she got into the cab. I promised not to use the stove or leave any appliances plugged in when I went back to school. She worries a lot. After the light blue cab pulled out of sight, I went back to the garage to organize my gear. I had until Thursday to figure something out for Mr. Edge, that was plenty of time. After school tomorrow? Skimboarding!
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Re: Backbeat

Post by Prysmatica » Mon May 21, 2012 8:45 am

Five months out of the ocean left me a little rusty, I wiped out more times than I care to admit. The thing with skim boarding -- it’s done in shallow water, so when you bail, there’s not a lot there to break your fall except for the ground, which is covered in wet sand, small rocks and busted up shells. My rashie didn’t protect me as much as I’d have liked, but after about a half hour, you get used to the salt water seeping into the little cuts and stuff and you barely notice the sting. I guess it took about an hour for me to get my bearings back, pull off a couple of weak looking shuvits at least.

Jared said he’d catch up with me later. He texted to say he was hanging out with Harlan that afternoon, doing ‘guy stuff’, which I for some reason picture involved being fun and games until someone lost an eye. Besides,I need to order more board wax, seeing as not everywhere sells it here like back home, and to top it all off, I had a lot of homework to do, not to mention Mr. Edgerton’s assignment which somehow creeped up on me real quick.

Think ‘outside the box.’ I didn’t know there was a box to be thinking inside of. I started running with my board. I really doubt I can travel at the speed of light, I’m not fast like Jared or Harlan or that cheerleader. I can make light tangible. I threw the board down and hopped on, skimming the surface of the water. I don’t know what the rest of the thought process was, but it hit me. I looked from the water to the shore line, and hopped off the board.

Light waves.

I moved my hand along a stream of yellow, “Predator Vision” kicking in. If someone was around, I’d put two fingers to my temple or right behind my ear. It didn’t help any, but I saw it in a movie where this guy did to signify he was activating either X-Ray vision or laser eyes, I can’t remember which. Anyway- when he did it? It looked cool. I’m fairly certain when I did it, it just looked goofy. But I do it anyway.

So yeah, light waves. They’re there, and if that’s not thinking outside the box, I don’t know what is. Actually, I don’t know what is, I never really understood the saying. Where is this box and how many people are in it?

I checked around to make sure no one was really watching, but the beach was depressingly deserted as it was. I took a deep breath and ran, letting my eyes follow one stream of light waves. I threw my board down on them and jumped.

Well, the board hit the sand and stopped short. I managed to take a step or two before crashing and rolling myself. I got back up laughing, dusting the sand off myself. If Murray or Bryan was there, I’d have just gotten a ‘bitch be tripping’ comment for faceplanting, which made me laugh again. I missed them.

So that didn’t work. Seeing the waves, making them tangible - two totally different things. Concentrate harder this time. Once again, I looked around to make sure I was alone. I put my fingers to my temple. everything looked a little jumbled, but I could do this. I took a running start and threw the board down. It didn’t hit ground, but it wobbled a lot. I hopped on. It was a lot like trying to ride your bike over a gravel road. It made my teeth hurt, and I lasted all of six seconds before crashing into the sand again. Still, it was something to show Mr. Edge.

After hitting the water, then falling on the beach and standing in the hot sun, I looked a lot like Shake and Bake. I stood my board in the sand, then dove into the waves to clean off some.

“Hey! We’re swimming?” I heard Jared ask as I surfaced. Before I could answer, he poofed out of sight, and I braced for the splash.

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Re: Backbeat

Post by Prysmatica » Wed May 30, 2012 10:50 pm

Just in time for the year end/graduation, my mom's gone again, off to London or Paris or wherever. She left me a house full of snack food and a box of those contractor sized black trash bags.

“In case you want to do any spring cleaning,”she told me using air quotes. “Just don’t let me find any evidence of your spring cleaning when I get home in two weeks. I’m going to call ahead of time, *wink* so you can have all that done before I get home.”

“So I can have a party.” I decoded. Yeah, the CIA would be impressed with my skills.

“I didn’t say that.” She protested with a coy smile, holding up both hands. “I know how it is, though. I trust you, so if you want to have a few friends, a few, nothing out of hand” she pointed a finger in warning. “Over to help you move the sofa to vacuum, or to clean out the hall closet, or any other type of spring cleaning...” it was getting embarrassing. I was embarrassed for her.

But hey, I got trash bags. Party at the Vaughn house.
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Re: Backbeat

Post by Prysmatica » Mon Jun 04, 2012 12:45 pm

I sat at the airport, leaning against Jared as we waited for Dana’s plane to arrive. My mom was supposed to be home to come with us and get her from the airport, but yeah, surprise, she’s in Europe. On the plus side? I did get a pool out of it. Actually I can’t say that. When we moved in, my mom mentioned the backyard would be perfect for a pool, and truth be told, I think she wanted one since then. I’m more a fan of the ocean. But yeah! Pool.

The flight was late, delayed on account of some fog, buy I didn’t so much mind. Jared was always great company. We talked about jamming and the Beside Redemption concert we went to see prom night. Just a couple of Santa Ana kids who were on their way to making it big - but anything that reminded me of home was a welcome sight, just like Dana. She was going to have a blast! Dana’s big into the horror genre, and hey, Paragon’s a hotbed, but I had to figure out some stuff we could do that she could film, yet not really get her killed or anything in the process.

Sometimes I wish I had a 'thing' - like Dana. I like a lot stuff - playing guitar, drums, I like customizing/making stuff to wear, I like body surfing, skimboarding, water sports. I like going patrolling, but I didn’t have just one... ‘thing.’ Dana was hardcore about making films. I probably shouldn't use words like 'hardcore' and 'films' in the same sentence, because it totally gives the wrong idea. But that was her thing - ever since I could remember.

We became friends in 8th grade, and even back then, she was making movies. We weren't best best friends or anything at first I mean, we kind of had the same circle of friends, same classes, same grade. It wasn't really til the Spring Break Jared disappeared that we became close.

Jared was going on vacay with Ryder and his family to see a concert. Dana really wanted to go to this Horror Con in Anaheim. My mom was working, so I didn't really have plans at all, but with Murry and Carly and them all going up the coast with their families, I took an invite to go with Dana, Chloe Garcia and Chloe's mom to Horror Con. And truth be told, at the time, I was better friends with Chloe. But we went, and we had a blast, just all the people in costumes, watching awful indy flicks, three days of shock and gore, chased up by a trip to Disneyland. Chloe wasn't much for rides, but Dana and I had a blast laughing at the effects in the Haunted House and Tower of Terror.

The night we went to California Adventure - that's when Ms. Garcia got the call from Jared's parents.

It was one of those situations.... no one knew what to do, except go home. I held Dana's hand the whole time. Chloe told her it was all right, that they'd find Jared, everything would be fine, but I didn't say any of that, 'cause I didn't know if it was true. I said what I could. I'd be there. I wouldn't leave 'less she wanted me to. I stayed at her house a bit after that, and when she wanted me to go home, I did. She called me up at 3 am crying, and I listened. I took my bike and went back over - my mom wasn't home anyway, so there was nothing stopping me. All the vigils, the police visits, right up until the memorial service, I was there, and that's kind of what made us close. She had plenty of other friends, people she knew longer or who knew her better, but when something like that happens, people get kind of funny. No one knows how to react. People are afraid to say the wrong thing. I'd rather say the wrong thing than say nothing, because no one likes feeling alone.

I knew Jared, I think everyone did, actually. He was a grade up. We went to the same school, but he lived on the other side of town -- the better side, his dad being a dentist and all. He ran his circle, I ran in mine, and now and again they'd cross, usually at school or at the beach. It was hard to miss him- he and Ryder were the class clowns. He was always Robin Hooding my bikini tops at the beach, or doing something to make people laugh.

The whole school was pretty shook up when we got word about him. Presumed dead, is what they said. There was memorials and everything. We held candles and I held Dana’s hand. I hung around, because everyone else left. At school, it was like if you mentioned “Jared Lee” it was in hushed voices, so you didn’t ‘catch’ the death or whatever. That weekend, I dragged her to some movie, Paul. It was awesome. It made us laugh, and we talked about how Jared would like it, and I think mostly she was grateful that someone used the name “Jared” and made eye contact at the same time.

By the time he ‘came back’ - Dana and I were pretty inseparable. I was helping her with her movies, mostly making props and of course, doing the lighting, sometimes working the camera while she directed, or you know, hollered at someone for not doing it right.

Funny how things work out. I smiled over at Jared, who was busy eating Starbursts so I could make Dana a bracelet out of the folded wrappers. He gave me a lopsided grin back and blew me a strawberry Starburst scented air kiss in return. I added the wrapper to the bracelet.

Maybe I wasn’t so much meant to have a ‘thing,’ but I’m pretty happy with the ones I have.
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Re: Backbeat

Post by Prysmatica » Sun Aug 12, 2012 3:24 pm

Dana’s visit went by way too fast. Lucky duck that she was gets to be off the entire summer, while Westbrook has this year-round-so-not-fair thing. She’s back home staying up all night watching movies, sleeping in, and hitting the beach. I try to make up for it on the weekends.

I made a deal with my mom to let me stay home on the weekends for the summer, even if she’s not there. I thought I made a pretty compelling argument. I’m sixteen, I had a party and didn’t trash anything, and I haven’t called her freaking out about any insects in the house. I’ve called other people instead. Maybe I’ll ask Juan to take a look. He has an arachnid gene. I hope he puts in a good word, so maybe the spiders will take care of the other bugs, but stay out of sight. I read about a spider crawling in some woman’s ear and living there, so now I have to sleep with my earmuffs on. It’s not especially comfortable, but the woman had a spider living inside of her ear. I’ll get used to the earmuffs.

There’s plenty of food to microwave, I’ve been good about not blowing all the cash in my account so I can eat out or take in, I don’t turn on the stove or coffee pot or anything else she thinks will burn the house down.So for two nights a week, I get to experience the curfew free dog days of summer the way they were meant to be enjoyed - sleeping in and hitting the beach. It makes Mondays extra-awful, but it’s worth it.

I’ve been skimboarding a lot, getting my edge back and having a blast. I consider it homework, so I wasn’t really technically lying when I told my mom I’d spend a few extra hours studying during the weekend if she let me stay home. Mr. Edgerton really liked the idea of using light waves for travel, and he’s way smarter than me when it comes to the whole meta thing, so that’s mainly what we work on. I’m near ready to start trying it without him, so maybe I’ll ask Jared to come help me out this weekend. Jared knows a lot about travel, and more importantly, if I get myself in a jam, he can port me out of it.

But yeah, despite the lies lemonade commercials tell you on TV, summer days and nights are not long at all. At least the kids in Cali will be going back to school soon, and I can get over the intense jealousy I feel every time Dana messages me as I sit in class and she's at the beach. It's a deep sort of resentment, the same kind I felt when FreaKstorm replaced me with Chloe Garcia. I mean, I guess I didn't really want the band to break up and fall apart without me. Maybe late at night, I possibly hoped for it once or twice, or you know, a lot, but I always felt horrible after.

I’d be taking final exams just about the same time Dana, Chloe and them would be hitting the mall to buy cool clothes for the first day back at St. John’s High. They get to pick shorts and tanks, and I've got sweater vests and knee socks. The unfairness of it all doesn’t help much with my resentment, so I’m thinking another pool party is in order, get me out of this mood. It’s hard to be broody when pizza rolls and pools are involved.
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Re: Backbeat

Post by Prysmatica » Mon Aug 27, 2012 10:50 pm

FreaKStorm updated their page, and there was a new cover song up on it - Blondie’s “The Tide is High.” Allie and Chloe harmonized on it, which I don’t imagine made Carly too happy, because she was usually the vocalist. I had a hard time feeling sorry for her though. Murray took my spot as the drummer, Chloe only played like two chords on the guitar, which made it a waste to put her in at all. Replacing me sort of made everything feel more final, and as much as I thought I'd settled in and was going native east coast, it still stung to think that Santa Ana was no longer home. Dana, Chloe, Murray, they'd all be returning to St. Johns wearing board shorts and cute tops, and I’d be sporting a maroon vest and grey wool skirt.

Worse than that, my mom finally got a little vacation time, which means Acapulco! She’d been wanting to go there forever, but her week off was the same week I had finals. She offered to stay home, but I’d have been studying all week anyway. Acapulco for her was like Hawaii for me. I’d give anything to go to Hawaii. Plus my mom totally deserves a bit of down time. and there was talk of a hot tub, so all was good.

Anyway, despite not needing new clothes and stuff, my mom left me plenty to go school shopping with. Mostly I just needed to stock up for the new semester. New spirals for new subjects, new pens in brilliant pinks, greens and aqua, pencils for math and stuff. Technically I didn’t need pencils, but I found a pack of neon coated #2, which according to schools are the end all be all when it comes to lead, and they usually only come in boring old school bus yellow. I bought some of them too, mostly because there’s a lot of people who’s name starts with a ‘J’ and ends with an ‘ared’ who need to borrow them near every math class, and sometimes he forgets to give them back, or when he does, there’s teeth marks in it.

Jared was still in a bunch of my classes despite the fact that he used to be a whole year ahead. The little ‘detour’ he took in Nevada made him miss over a semester back home, so at least that was a positive. He popped into my room (literally, and he was near blinded for his trouble) once he got his schedule so we could compare them. ‘Course, Westbrook is small enough that most of the Juniors I knew would be in a couple of my classes. I guess that’s a plus to not really having a summer vacation. You don’t get that big knot in your stomach the day before school starts after being off for a super long time. Don’t get me wrong, I’d take a thousand knots in exchange for two and a half months of slacking off, and silver linings are awful hard to find in that kind of situation.

So I was set. I didn’t really need new gear. The Vera Bradley my mom insisted on getting me was collecting dust in my closet at school. I loved my frayed, patched up messenger bag the way it was, so that was still good. I bought a new pair of sunglasses and some new drumsticks ‘cause you can never have too many of either. My mom said we’d and go shopping for fall clothes when she got back, since Santa Ana didn’t technically have an autumn season. We had winds, so I had a baja and a couple of light jackets, but apparently you need special jeans and sweaters for when leaves fall on the ground. I know she was looking forward to it, and I kinda was too. It’s way more fun to go shopping when you have money. I feel less guilty asking for bright colored laces for my tennis shoes when the white ones they came with could easily be dyed anyway.

I planned to have at least one more pool party before Labor Day weekend, ‘cause that’s when my mom said it was traditional to close pools. Personally, I think that’s a lousy tradition, because fall doesn’t technically start until September 21st, so you’re missing out on near three weeks of potential pool time, but I guess we have the one at the school, and it’s not like anyone is going to close the ocean, and besides, I just got a green light for the hot tub.

Thank you, Acapulco.
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