Thin Ice
Posted: Sun Jul 24, 2011 2:21 am
“We’d like you to come home.”
For a moment, Lauren could only stare at her parents. She couldn’t believe what she was hearing. “Why?”
“It’s too dangerous here.” His answer was stern and without hesitation. For whatever reason, he was serious. A glance between father and mother conveyed an unspoken signal. “And there are too many bad influences.”
Her mind raced to consider all the people she spent time with on a regular basis who might fit that bill, but she couldn’t come up with any names. “What bad influences?”
He counted off on his fingers, one-by- one. “This gang you’re in for one. The people who convince you to risk your life on ‘patrol’.” He emphasized the word as if it were a euphemism. He could have put air quotes around it, and it wouldn’t have been any more obvious. Lauren rolled her eyes as he continued. “Wyatt.”
If there was anyone else on his list, Lauren didn’t give him a chance to mention them. She giggled, knowing that this conversation was probably too serious for it, but hoping that somehow she could lighten things up and derail the direction it was going. “Oh, daddy, Wyatt’s not a bad influence on me!”
Darryl Lombardi would have none of it. “You covered for him pretty well yesterday. You used to like discussing things like history, social issues, philosophical debates. Back home, it was a game to see who could produce the most debated topic. He’s not interested in any of those, is he?”
“That’s you and me, daddy.” She always called him that. It was the one holdover from childhood that she refused to let go of. Sometimes, it could even be disarming, but apparently it wasn’t going to work. “And that had to do with my studies a lot of the time. It’s different here. Wyatt and I talk about other things.”
Her mother prodded in a far gentler fashion. Her voice lacked her husband’s hard edge. “Like what, dear?”
Lauren shrugged and flopped into an overly large chair, placing her back against one arm and kicking her legs up over the other. She looked up at the ceiling, tracing patterns in the plaster with her eyes. “Like music and books and the stars and how nice it is to sit under a tree and just relax.” She turned her head toward her parents. “Some things I tried to get you to listen to.”
“Lauren,” He almost snapped her name. “You could sit up properly and take this seriously.”
The rebuke stung, but she knew she was taking a gamble. Obviously her approach was doing more harm than good. She repositioned herself in the chair, adopting the sort of posture a proper young lady should. “Sorry, daddy.”
“What do you even have in common?”
She shrugged again. There were plenty of things. Which ones would most make a difference, she had no idea. She started with the obvious ones. “We go to the same school. We’re both cheerleaders. We like some of the same movies. We’re both a little... daring.” She took the opportunity to flash her parents a grin. “Wyatt and I were the only ones willing to try Syd’s rocket skis.” From the look on her father’s face that one was going to make a difference in the wrong direction. “And… We’re… still getting to know each other, OK?”
“Rocket skis.”
Lauren remembered the thrill of rocketing across the water without a boat, and responded without thinking. “Yeah, rocket skis. 55 mph. No boat. And jumping with them? What a rush!”
Her mother gave her father a worried look, and his face darkened. Alright, then. Rocket skis, bad. “Is he in this gang of yours, too?”
She smiled and affected the mild air of condescension that only a teenager who thought they might be talking to clueless parents could hope to get away with. “It’s not a gang, daddy. It’s more like a club. We just skate together.”
“A club that sneaks into a restricted and hazardous area to do things no sane person should be doing.”
Lauren only shrugged. “We’re all metas. It’s not exactly like we’re normal people to begin with. And Wyatt’s not in it. I invited him to come, but he hasn’t yet.”
Her father paused, probably to consider his next words. “So he didn’t drag you into those stunts you posted online?”
She shook her head. “If anything I’m trying to...” She stopped as a terrible thought occurred to her. “Wait.” She had to be wrong. “Patrolling? DJ and the crew? Baumtown? All that’s just a cover isn’t it? This is really about Wyatt.”
Her mother and father shared another look. Her father sighed and shook his head “He’s not good for you, Lauren.”
“Why not?” she asked petulantly. “We have fun together. How is that not good for me?”
His voice remained calm. “He’s a criminal.”
Hers on the other hand... she knew hers was getting heated. “He made a mistake! And he did the right thing in the end.”
“Do you even know what he did? You left that part out.”
She shook her head and said quietly, “It doesn’t matter. I know enough.”
It was his turn to raise his voice. Her father rarely raised his voice in anger. “You don’t know, or you’re not going to tell us?”
Lauren felt horrible. She usually told her parents everything, but she couldn’t tell them this. “It doesn’t matter.”
“What did he do, Lauren?”
“It’s not important!”
“I want to know what he did!”
“He robbed a jewelry store, OK? Are you happy?”
Her father’s voice was once again measured and quiet. He was still irate, but controlled. “You’re coming home with us. It’s for your own good. You deserve better.”
“Better?” She lashed out. “Like Hugh? Why? Because his parents have money? Or they’re successful business people? Because he’s not some nob...” Lauren stopped, stricken. She could feel the blood draining from her face.
“He always makes me feel like I’m nothin’.” Nothing. Nobody.
“Some nobody?”
Her answer was sullen. “That’s not what I meant.”
“But that’s what you were about to say.”
“Only because that’s what you were thinking!” She felt a tear stream down her cheek, and she couldn’t keep her rage from bubbling over. “Wyatt is not a nobody! He’s not! He’s somebody! He’s somebody special! And I love him! And I’m not going to let you judge him like that!” She stomped her foot, and even though it felt like a rich bitch spoiled brat kind of thing to do, she felt a mild satisfaction at hearing the tile beneath her foot crack.
Wait... I love him?
Her father said something, but there was a sound like a rushing wind in her ears, drowning out everything but the pounding of her own heart.
I love him?
“I... What did you say?”
Her father frowned. “I said you don’t know what love is, Lauren. You’re still a child.”
I love him.
She looked her father in the eye, completely calm. “Daddy? I may not be an adult yet, but it’s been quite some time since I’ve been a child.” She spun on the ball of her foot and stalked toward the door.
“Lauren!”
“Lauren, honey?”
“Lauren! Come back here!”
“Hush, Darryl. Let her go.”
As the latch clicked quietly behind her, Lauren closed her eyes, and sank against the wall. She sat on the floor outside her parents’ suite and cried.
For a moment, Lauren could only stare at her parents. She couldn’t believe what she was hearing. “Why?”
“It’s too dangerous here.” His answer was stern and without hesitation. For whatever reason, he was serious. A glance between father and mother conveyed an unspoken signal. “And there are too many bad influences.”
Her mind raced to consider all the people she spent time with on a regular basis who might fit that bill, but she couldn’t come up with any names. “What bad influences?”
He counted off on his fingers, one-by- one. “This gang you’re in for one. The people who convince you to risk your life on ‘patrol’.” He emphasized the word as if it were a euphemism. He could have put air quotes around it, and it wouldn’t have been any more obvious. Lauren rolled her eyes as he continued. “Wyatt.”
If there was anyone else on his list, Lauren didn’t give him a chance to mention them. She giggled, knowing that this conversation was probably too serious for it, but hoping that somehow she could lighten things up and derail the direction it was going. “Oh, daddy, Wyatt’s not a bad influence on me!”
Darryl Lombardi would have none of it. “You covered for him pretty well yesterday. You used to like discussing things like history, social issues, philosophical debates. Back home, it was a game to see who could produce the most debated topic. He’s not interested in any of those, is he?”
“That’s you and me, daddy.” She always called him that. It was the one holdover from childhood that she refused to let go of. Sometimes, it could even be disarming, but apparently it wasn’t going to work. “And that had to do with my studies a lot of the time. It’s different here. Wyatt and I talk about other things.”
Her mother prodded in a far gentler fashion. Her voice lacked her husband’s hard edge. “Like what, dear?”
Lauren shrugged and flopped into an overly large chair, placing her back against one arm and kicking her legs up over the other. She looked up at the ceiling, tracing patterns in the plaster with her eyes. “Like music and books and the stars and how nice it is to sit under a tree and just relax.” She turned her head toward her parents. “Some things I tried to get you to listen to.”
“Lauren,” He almost snapped her name. “You could sit up properly and take this seriously.”
The rebuke stung, but she knew she was taking a gamble. Obviously her approach was doing more harm than good. She repositioned herself in the chair, adopting the sort of posture a proper young lady should. “Sorry, daddy.”
“What do you even have in common?”
She shrugged again. There were plenty of things. Which ones would most make a difference, she had no idea. She started with the obvious ones. “We go to the same school. We’re both cheerleaders. We like some of the same movies. We’re both a little... daring.” She took the opportunity to flash her parents a grin. “Wyatt and I were the only ones willing to try Syd’s rocket skis.” From the look on her father’s face that one was going to make a difference in the wrong direction. “And… We’re… still getting to know each other, OK?”
“Rocket skis.”
Lauren remembered the thrill of rocketing across the water without a boat, and responded without thinking. “Yeah, rocket skis. 55 mph. No boat. And jumping with them? What a rush!”
Her mother gave her father a worried look, and his face darkened. Alright, then. Rocket skis, bad. “Is he in this gang of yours, too?”
She smiled and affected the mild air of condescension that only a teenager who thought they might be talking to clueless parents could hope to get away with. “It’s not a gang, daddy. It’s more like a club. We just skate together.”
“A club that sneaks into a restricted and hazardous area to do things no sane person should be doing.”
Lauren only shrugged. “We’re all metas. It’s not exactly like we’re normal people to begin with. And Wyatt’s not in it. I invited him to come, but he hasn’t yet.”
Her father paused, probably to consider his next words. “So he didn’t drag you into those stunts you posted online?”
She shook her head. “If anything I’m trying to...” She stopped as a terrible thought occurred to her. “Wait.” She had to be wrong. “Patrolling? DJ and the crew? Baumtown? All that’s just a cover isn’t it? This is really about Wyatt.”
Her mother and father shared another look. Her father sighed and shook his head “He’s not good for you, Lauren.”
“Why not?” she asked petulantly. “We have fun together. How is that not good for me?”
His voice remained calm. “He’s a criminal.”
Hers on the other hand... she knew hers was getting heated. “He made a mistake! And he did the right thing in the end.”
“Do you even know what he did? You left that part out.”
She shook her head and said quietly, “It doesn’t matter. I know enough.”
It was his turn to raise his voice. Her father rarely raised his voice in anger. “You don’t know, or you’re not going to tell us?”
Lauren felt horrible. She usually told her parents everything, but she couldn’t tell them this. “It doesn’t matter.”
“What did he do, Lauren?”
“It’s not important!”
“I want to know what he did!”
“He robbed a jewelry store, OK? Are you happy?”
Her father’s voice was once again measured and quiet. He was still irate, but controlled. “You’re coming home with us. It’s for your own good. You deserve better.”
“Better?” She lashed out. “Like Hugh? Why? Because his parents have money? Or they’re successful business people? Because he’s not some nob...” Lauren stopped, stricken. She could feel the blood draining from her face.
“He always makes me feel like I’m nothin’.” Nothing. Nobody.
“Some nobody?”
Her answer was sullen. “That’s not what I meant.”
“But that’s what you were about to say.”
“Only because that’s what you were thinking!” She felt a tear stream down her cheek, and she couldn’t keep her rage from bubbling over. “Wyatt is not a nobody! He’s not! He’s somebody! He’s somebody special! And I love him! And I’m not going to let you judge him like that!” She stomped her foot, and even though it felt like a rich bitch spoiled brat kind of thing to do, she felt a mild satisfaction at hearing the tile beneath her foot crack.
Wait... I love him?
Her father said something, but there was a sound like a rushing wind in her ears, drowning out everything but the pounding of her own heart.
I love him?
“I... What did you say?”
Her father frowned. “I said you don’t know what love is, Lauren. You’re still a child.”
I love him.
She looked her father in the eye, completely calm. “Daddy? I may not be an adult yet, but it’s been quite some time since I’ve been a child.” She spun on the ball of her foot and stalked toward the door.
“Lauren!”
“Lauren, honey?”
“Lauren! Come back here!”
“Hush, Darryl. Let her go.”
As the latch clicked quietly behind her, Lauren closed her eyes, and sank against the wall. She sat on the floor outside her parents’ suite and cried.