White Man's Promise
Posted: Tue May 03, 2011 8:08 pm
(( Standard Disclaimer: The White Man is not a reference to individuals of Caucasian decent. The White Man is a figure in mythology, a spirit who protects those with good intentions, but no understanding of Truth or the consequences of their actions. For Etienne, it is used to represent outsiders to his people. ))
Another hour threatened to come to a close in silence. Of course, this would lead to another appointment being made, and another hour of silence. Etienne had nothing to say to the kind woman, and the woman never pried. He answered her politely, and directly. He learned from childhood on not to go into detail with outsiders.
"Etienne, how are you fitting in?"
The question always started the next barrage, so he took his time before answering.
"'Bout as well as I can, Miss Wilson."
"What does that mean?"
"Well, I got friends, I guess you'd call dem. But I know I ain't really going be de most popular kid in school."
Finally, Counselor Wilson had something to respond to, something that she could try to get through to the boy.
"What do you mean, you'd guess you'd call them your friends?"
"Well, ain't friends understand who you is?"
"Not always."
"Dey ain't 'posed to be feared of you dough, is dey?"
Wilson nodded. "That is true. You think everyone is afraid of you?"
"Ain't dey? Ain't you?"
It wasn't a question that she was prepared to answer, and certainly not one she expected to be asked. Sure, troubled students had tried to intimidate her in the past, but Etienne asked the question with calm and sincerity, as if he wanted the answer to be no. For once she considered her answer.
But before she could speak, Etienne stood. "Dat de end of de hour, Miss Wilson. I got get back to classes."
Wilson started to object, then saw the clock. "I'll put the next appointment in your mailbox by the end of the day, Eteinne. Thanks for coming in."
Another hour threatened to come to a close in silence. Of course, this would lead to another appointment being made, and another hour of silence. Etienne had nothing to say to the kind woman, and the woman never pried. He answered her politely, and directly. He learned from childhood on not to go into detail with outsiders.
"Etienne, how are you fitting in?"
The question always started the next barrage, so he took his time before answering.
"'Bout as well as I can, Miss Wilson."
"What does that mean?"
"Well, I got friends, I guess you'd call dem. But I know I ain't really going be de most popular kid in school."
Finally, Counselor Wilson had something to respond to, something that she could try to get through to the boy.
"What do you mean, you'd guess you'd call them your friends?"
"Well, ain't friends understand who you is?"
"Not always."
"Dey ain't 'posed to be feared of you dough, is dey?"
Wilson nodded. "That is true. You think everyone is afraid of you?"
"Ain't dey? Ain't you?"
It wasn't a question that she was prepared to answer, and certainly not one she expected to be asked. Sure, troubled students had tried to intimidate her in the past, but Etienne asked the question with calm and sincerity, as if he wanted the answer to be no. For once she considered her answer.
But before she could speak, Etienne stood. "Dat de end of de hour, Miss Wilson. I got get back to classes."
Wilson started to object, then saw the clock. "I'll put the next appointment in your mailbox by the end of the day, Eteinne. Thanks for coming in."